is going through some hard times right now.
I am redoing everything. It's ugly right now.
How on earth do I get this to be cute?
I want a cute blog. I want a cute life.
Self centeredness is the opposite of Buddhism.
But ignoring one's self entirely does not a pretty girl make.
I've been reading Nabokov's Pale Fire; I love it.
Once you get past the initial hump of the lengthy poem, and the fact that the whole book is an analysis of this poem created by a fictional poet, it's enjoyable. Deep, dark, and sad. And lovely.
I hope to be deep, perhaps not dark, but definitely lovely. I am not a lovely person.
I am a confusing person. Also, a weird person.
But enough about me.
How are you?